You're fuckin' done, son.
Ah, Descendents of all eras. How you can relate to everything in everyone's lives...
"I'm lonely today, won't you come out to play when I'm with you all the world goes away your smile and your eyes, they keep me alive your voice is a bell that massages my mind and it makes me wonder and it makes me sad and it makes me nervous and it makes me mad because I think about you every night and day and when I could have asked I let it slip away I've got to get to know you, but I'm so afraid well it's so hard to be a friend and be in love this way oh talk to me please, you've brought me to my knees only your words melt my twenty year freeze I've known you so long, I've known you all along but suddenly my thoughts of you have been so strong because I wonder if I'm more than just a friend did i really see a fire - or just inside my head sometimes I know you just want me to go away well it's so hard to be a friend and be in love this way..."
Turns out that song was about a gal named Karen though, so I guess it's all lost anyways!
Well, I wish I were sleeping, but I came home from work today in order to maybe hopefully do something, which did almost materialize then both parties involved had alternate engagements that they got caught up in, so thankfully Blair is up for hang outs and a drink somewhere. I think I might be drinking a bit too much lately, not scarily, but it's just such wasted money, though it can make a night just that much more entertaining when it comes down to it. So maybe there's nothing wrong with that! Or maybe that's just a horrible way to look at it and I'm a lush!
My mind is an emotional roller coaster these days and I really don't like it. But I do have a few rad things to look forward to after all. Niklas is coming from Sweden middle of September and we're going to be the best roommates ever. So stoked to live with him, we had such fun last September, traveling together and all.. 18 hours on the train in each direction up to Juoksengi.
Had a rad couchsurfer from Belgium who was super nice and talkative, not to mention quite cute and we developed a one day relationship and I got a few cuddles and kisses at the beach but no more. It was still a nice and very unexpected thing!
Think it's time to boogie.
"I'm lonely today, won't you come out to play when I'm with you all the world goes away your smile and your eyes, they keep me alive your voice is a bell that massages my mind and it makes me wonder and it makes me sad and it makes me nervous and it makes me mad because I think about you every night and day and when I could have asked I let it slip away I've got to get to know you, but I'm so afraid well it's so hard to be a friend and be in love this way oh talk to me please, you've brought me to my knees only your words melt my twenty year freeze I've known you so long, I've known you all along but suddenly my thoughts of you have been so strong because I wonder if I'm more than just a friend did i really see a fire - or just inside my head sometimes I know you just want me to go away well it's so hard to be a friend and be in love this way..."
Turns out that song was about a gal named Karen though, so I guess it's all lost anyways!
Well, I wish I were sleeping, but I came home from work today in order to maybe hopefully do something, which did almost materialize then both parties involved had alternate engagements that they got caught up in, so thankfully Blair is up for hang outs and a drink somewhere. I think I might be drinking a bit too much lately, not scarily, but it's just such wasted money, though it can make a night just that much more entertaining when it comes down to it. So maybe there's nothing wrong with that! Or maybe that's just a horrible way to look at it and I'm a lush!
My mind is an emotional roller coaster these days and I really don't like it. But I do have a few rad things to look forward to after all. Niklas is coming from Sweden middle of September and we're going to be the best roommates ever. So stoked to live with him, we had such fun last September, traveling together and all.. 18 hours on the train in each direction up to Juoksengi.
Had a rad couchsurfer from Belgium who was super nice and talkative, not to mention quite cute and we developed a one day relationship and I got a few cuddles and kisses at the beach but no more. It was still a nice and very unexpected thing!
Think it's time to boogie.
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