december is for cynics.
So, this is christmas.. and what have YOU done? That's what I thought. Another years almost over, yes. And I'm going to do absofuckinlutly nothing for the new years eve. Probably work, infact. I don't even care. I've decided 'fuck parties' as a motto for the next while, causeI don't enjoy them so they are basically pointless. However, I'm pretty sure the reason I don't enjoy them is just because of the people who are there who make me not have fun, just because I don't share the same interests as anyone else in this stupid place. Except Steph, she's awesome. And Ashley and Tristan (who came over for christmas eve :) but 3 people don't make the most ruckus party, if you know what i'm saying.
Watching A Very Brady Christmas was super hilarious, there were parts that we totally missed last year because we were laughing too much but this time we caught a few more rad things and new when to expect the awesome parts. hah. Oh it was so fun, however sitting on a bed isnt really super easy to get comfertable, couches yes.. bed's not so much. Then we were hungry, so we decided to stop off for pizza, this might make the cut next year for inbetween the two movies to get cheese pizza. So we did that.. and then got all my gifts I brought over and we started wrapping them to multitask while watching A Muppet Christmas Carol. We had both hardly accomplished any wrapping until that day. I had done none, infact. But it worked out. And I sang along with parts I knew in the film, it was cute. Dan from Wales stopped by after and we discussed top fivers and tens for a bit (random things..) and steph let me borrow her ramones shirt, which I'm sporting for Christmas day.
I worked Christmas eve until 630 since 11 am. No one was home when I got there, but there was a note from Mom. I felt pretty alone because of that. Seems like its a time when you're supposed to see people oyu know and be all friendly and shit like that.. but I was all alone. Reminds me about christmas magnifying shit times like 100 and making it seem so much worse. But now I'm at pappys. I hate how things are so easy to forget, like.. why does it matter that I feel alone, I dont even think about other things going on around me basically, ofcoarse I do sometimes. but not that much. hell, if someone asked me my point of view on why i dont believe in god or something my reasoning would be "because I think religion is a crock of shit." That was my response to why I dont read the bible.. ha. or haven't read it. I actually said that to a religious girl at my work. I dont really know why I think that. Or what it is that I do believe in.. but I know I'm not keen on the idea. I'm wierd like that. I dont even think about things to know about myself unless someone asks me, then I'm like.. shit I've never thought about that. Good 'ol Giftmas realisations.
i'm going to start saving up like nobodys business for the across canada trip, cause we're almost in the same year as it. I wish I made more money. Maybe i'll get a different job, however I think its unlikely, unfortunate I didn't get the job at the.. novelty store. My time will come.
Some people who have ejournals spend all of their lives just devoting their time to impress their efriends and efeelgoodaboutthemselves. it's really fucked up. I mean I dont know why I write in this but I dont post pictures and expect people to comment back and be like, you're amazingly scrumptious and hot and do me. i've seen comments like that. It's ridiculous. And makes me ...not quite sure what this world is coming to.
Alright here's good.. going to get harassed.. and now going for a walk with tim and dad
Watching A Very Brady Christmas was super hilarious, there were parts that we totally missed last year because we were laughing too much but this time we caught a few more rad things and new when to expect the awesome parts. hah. Oh it was so fun, however sitting on a bed isnt really super easy to get comfertable, couches yes.. bed's not so much. Then we were hungry, so we decided to stop off for pizza, this might make the cut next year for inbetween the two movies to get cheese pizza. So we did that.. and then got all my gifts I brought over and we started wrapping them to multitask while watching A Muppet Christmas Carol. We had both hardly accomplished any wrapping until that day. I had done none, infact. But it worked out. And I sang along with parts I knew in the film, it was cute. Dan from Wales stopped by after and we discussed top fivers and tens for a bit (random things..) and steph let me borrow her ramones shirt, which I'm sporting for Christmas day.
I worked Christmas eve until 630 since 11 am. No one was home when I got there, but there was a note from Mom. I felt pretty alone because of that. Seems like its a time when you're supposed to see people oyu know and be all friendly and shit like that.. but I was all alone. Reminds me about christmas magnifying shit times like 100 and making it seem so much worse. But now I'm at pappys. I hate how things are so easy to forget, like.. why does it matter that I feel alone, I dont even think about other things going on around me basically, ofcoarse I do sometimes. but not that much. hell, if someone asked me my point of view on why i dont believe in god or something my reasoning would be "because I think religion is a crock of shit." That was my response to why I dont read the bible.. ha. or haven't read it. I actually said that to a religious girl at my work. I dont really know why I think that. Or what it is that I do believe in.. but I know I'm not keen on the idea. I'm wierd like that. I dont even think about things to know about myself unless someone asks me, then I'm like.. shit I've never thought about that. Good 'ol Giftmas realisations.
i'm going to start saving up like nobodys business for the across canada trip, cause we're almost in the same year as it. I wish I made more money. Maybe i'll get a different job, however I think its unlikely, unfortunate I didn't get the job at the.. novelty store. My time will come.
Some people who have ejournals spend all of their lives just devoting their time to impress their efriends and efeelgoodaboutthemselves. it's really fucked up. I mean I dont know why I write in this but I dont post pictures and expect people to comment back and be like, you're amazingly scrumptious and hot and do me. i've seen comments like that. It's ridiculous. And makes me ...not quite sure what this world is coming to.
Alright here's good.. going to get harassed.. and now going for a walk with tim and dad
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