About to pass.
Bummer, I need math 11 and or math 12 academic style if I want to get in to University anywhere in canada. Tomorrow there is a staff party at work. Today, I applied at a sex store, just purely for the humerous factor of it. I wonder if my resume makes the cut for potentially allowing me to sell sex product to others who are over 18. And I'm just barely, but we'll see how that goes. I'm pretty sure I'll still be making pitas come the new year,but its worth a try to apply somewhere else. I'm listening to the cure-kiss me, kiss me, kiss me right now. My bedroom is a disaster zone. I'm reading Invisible Monsters by Chuck Palahniuk right now, I just got it the other day. Cause I finished the Cheese Monkeys in 5 days. Which is good, I made sure that it was to read a full chapter, none of that cutting it short business, can't leave the story so openly. I'd never stop reading them if sleep wasnt a determining factor in the reason for putting the book on the bedside table. I've been happier, like the past 2 weeks I was pretty happy but now things are starting to put me on edge again, ofcoarse I do nothing about it.. no one hears me complain really. The thoughts are more just inside and I have to deal with them as they come.
Last night I went outside a party hah, because I hate them.. I've come to the conclusion, well .. myself and Lucas came to the conclusion that the people are the determining factor as to why I don't like parties. I'm not with the right people when I go, or maybe.. it's just that I'm not a big fan of the people who are there. But in any event, even if I do like the people theres something that maintains my boredom and desire to leave. Maybe just cause I feel there are other things more important to me than watching people getting sauced. I could be listening to music for christs sake. aah, yes. I have monday off, but there's another piano recital that I have. I guess i didnt write since the first one that me and Kaley and Leanne put on, it went well.. talking in front of people and all that, went over well. ONly a little nervous, but I dont think i'm going to let that sort of thing bother me anymore.. as if it's that easy to get over eh. just a decision. but phoning people.. like who work at stores and stuff, whats the point in caring, they dont know who you are and arent going to th ink you're a damn fool and if they do.. who even cares because you don't know them anyways. it's all principality or something. Wow, most intense hotbox of Dan's stationwagon last night. holy crap I don't even know how i survived, and Ross was hilarious. He started making these sound effects but did the family guy kinda way of just continuing on so much that it seemed like it shouldnt be funny anymore, but was even more funny solely for that reason. oh god, good times. he was in the trunk .. and we didnt breathe any new or real air for a good 10-15 minutes, i swear. i was going to die! hah. but its all good. Tristan and Ashley got me Fererro Rocher Chocolates the other day because they are so swell. It was so sweet of them, thanks. FUck, I still need to read before sleep. so on this note i depart: Dinosaur Jr. did a really good cover of Just like heaven. Which was actually the first time i heard the song I thought it was originally by them, but no. The lyrics are very beautiful so I'm going to put them here...
Just Like Heaven
"Show me how you do that trick
The one that makes me scream" she said.
"the one that makes me laugh" she said
and threw her arms around my neck
"show me how you do it
and i promise you i promise that
i'll run away with you
i'll run away with you "
Spinning on that dizzy edge
I kissed her face and kissed her head
and dreamed of all the different ways i had
to make her glow
"why are you so far away?" she said
"why won't you ever know that i'm in love with you
that i'm in love with you"
You
Sof and only
You
Lost and lonely
You
Strange as angels
Dancing in the deepest oceans
Twisting in the water
You're just like a dream
Daylight licked me into shape
I must have been asleep for days
And moving lips to breathe her name
I opened my eyes
and found myself alone alone
alone above a raging sea
that stole the only girl i loved
and drowned her deep inside of me
you
soft and only
you
lost and lonely
you
just like heaven
Last night I went outside a party hah, because I hate them.. I've come to the conclusion, well .. myself and Lucas came to the conclusion that the people are the determining factor as to why I don't like parties. I'm not with the right people when I go, or maybe.. it's just that I'm not a big fan of the people who are there. But in any event, even if I do like the people theres something that maintains my boredom and desire to leave. Maybe just cause I feel there are other things more important to me than watching people getting sauced. I could be listening to music for christs sake. aah, yes. I have monday off, but there's another piano recital that I have. I guess i didnt write since the first one that me and Kaley and Leanne put on, it went well.. talking in front of people and all that, went over well. ONly a little nervous, but I dont think i'm going to let that sort of thing bother me anymore.. as if it's that easy to get over eh. just a decision. but phoning people.. like who work at stores and stuff, whats the point in caring, they dont know who you are and arent going to th ink you're a damn fool and if they do.. who even cares because you don't know them anyways. it's all principality or something. Wow, most intense hotbox of Dan's stationwagon last night. holy crap I don't even know how i survived, and Ross was hilarious. He started making these sound effects but did the family guy kinda way of just continuing on so much that it seemed like it shouldnt be funny anymore, but was even more funny solely for that reason. oh god, good times. he was in the trunk .. and we didnt breathe any new or real air for a good 10-15 minutes, i swear. i was going to die! hah. but its all good. Tristan and Ashley got me Fererro Rocher Chocolates the other day because they are so swell. It was so sweet of them, thanks. FUck, I still need to read before sleep. so on this note i depart: Dinosaur Jr. did a really good cover of Just like heaven. Which was actually the first time i heard the song I thought it was originally by them, but no. The lyrics are very beautiful so I'm going to put them here...
Just Like Heaven
"Show me how you do that trick
The one that makes me scream" she said.
"the one that makes me laugh" she said
and threw her arms around my neck
"show me how you do it
and i promise you i promise that
i'll run away with you
i'll run away with you "
Spinning on that dizzy edge
I kissed her face and kissed her head
and dreamed of all the different ways i had
to make her glow
"why are you so far away?" she said
"why won't you ever know that i'm in love with you
that i'm in love with you"
You
Sof and only
You
Lost and lonely
You
Strange as angels
Dancing in the deepest oceans
Twisting in the water
You're just like a dream
Daylight licked me into shape
I must have been asleep for days
And moving lips to breathe her name
I opened my eyes
and found myself alone alone
alone above a raging sea
that stole the only girl i loved
and drowned her deep inside of me
you
soft and only
you
lost and lonely
you
just like heaven
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