used cars.
i just finished reading franny and zooey by j.d. salinger.
all i've been doing, if not working, is sitting around watching movies. today i watched wonderland, with val kilmer. that was well done too, but wouldn't make a favorite list.
brooke read my tarot cards today and they were creepily accurate.
me and steph counted her toronto money last night, which turned out to be a decent amount.
something internally, emotionally has been bothering me for the past few days, i wish i could figure it out. but sometimes, these things just happen for unknown reasons. i think i have to figure something out within myself. i'm going to make it for certain that some time tomorrow or on thursday that i'm going to go sit on the beach and read. hopefully it isn't too cold. gasp! but i never have time and i've finally had a bit off of work, it'll be nice. although i never would have anyone to go with, that's a bummer. but being by myself will help conclusions come, maybe. who cares, i'm eighteen, do conclusions even happen yet? fuck it!
i really dislike being confused about subjects, and not in the same context about not knowing the future, but more knowing somethign that you'd like to happen but are uncertain as to the outcome of what will happen in the near future, if that makes any sense. iguess i just feel that if there is something i feel that i know, i'd like someone around me to kind of share that same feeling and thought about it as i do. i think thats a tall order though, becuase who knows the thoughts that go through other peoples minds really. it's all so confusing. do i think that my thoughts are wierd and crazy and different? i'd tell you if i knew that other people thought differently, or the same for that matter. but i only know my own thoughts, and i know that the same thoughts and or even questions often pass through my mind until i get around to actually bringing them out in the open, or if i don't they will stay around up until the time that another thing that is bothering me subconsciously will make a special appearance and then i may forget momentarily the previous thought and it will come back or else this could just be a continuous cycle. oh, life.. how you confuse me.
all i've been doing, if not working, is sitting around watching movies. today i watched wonderland, with val kilmer. that was well done too, but wouldn't make a favorite list.
brooke read my tarot cards today and they were creepily accurate.
me and steph counted her toronto money last night, which turned out to be a decent amount.
something internally, emotionally has been bothering me for the past few days, i wish i could figure it out. but sometimes, these things just happen for unknown reasons. i think i have to figure something out within myself. i'm going to make it for certain that some time tomorrow or on thursday that i'm going to go sit on the beach and read. hopefully it isn't too cold. gasp! but i never have time and i've finally had a bit off of work, it'll be nice. although i never would have anyone to go with, that's a bummer. but being by myself will help conclusions come, maybe. who cares, i'm eighteen, do conclusions even happen yet? fuck it!
i really dislike being confused about subjects, and not in the same context about not knowing the future, but more knowing somethign that you'd like to happen but are uncertain as to the outcome of what will happen in the near future, if that makes any sense. iguess i just feel that if there is something i feel that i know, i'd like someone around me to kind of share that same feeling and thought about it as i do. i think thats a tall order though, becuase who knows the thoughts that go through other peoples minds really. it's all so confusing. do i think that my thoughts are wierd and crazy and different? i'd tell you if i knew that other people thought differently, or the same for that matter. but i only know my own thoughts, and i know that the same thoughts and or even questions often pass through my mind until i get around to actually bringing them out in the open, or if i don't they will stay around up until the time that another thing that is bothering me subconsciously will make a special appearance and then i may forget momentarily the previous thought and it will come back or else this could just be a continuous cycle. oh, life.. how you confuse me.
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