Golden lights displaying your name
Today I re-arranged my movies and got myself a webcam. It took a while to get it all understood but I think I'm getting to that point. This was also the first day I was listening to something besides the Turbonegro. I had some Strokes-Room on Fire going on.. as well as The Darkness-Permission to Land. Umm, I know there was more. I just went to Stephs and we listened to my Elton John record. I can't believe how much vinyl I have for the fact I don't have a record player, it's a disgrace really. Oh there was also The Cure-Pornography aswell as Joy Division-Substance. When me and Monika went to Dustins we listened to Hey Ya, cause it's ever so classic.
My thoughts aren't running wild whatsoever, and that's probably due to the reason I'm wanting to go and depart for sleep right now. Cause the hour is nearing 2 30, but my clocks fast. Surprisingly enough I don't know exactly by how much, I just know it's fast. Usually my mind conjures up this way to tell me exactly how fast it is ahead, it's like I dont have a choice and I must know how much faster it is because my eyes alway sglance to a different clock closer to the right time and then my mind automatically calculates the difference. Is it that important that I MUST know what time it is, I should hope not.
I watched Reality Bites for the first time last night. I did enjoy it, Ethan Hawkes character was pretty awesome. I liked the intelligence he had and the manner he portrayed himself and his outlook on the world. There were some good quotes and if I could remember them I'd put them in here.
Christmas lights, I saw some when I was driving home from bringing Steph to her house. I guess it's not as bad as the set that I had seen up on November 1. The day right after Hallows Eve. Whatever! Steph was impressed that I had the nerve to tell Danielle that I felt pressured, cause it could have gotten pretty yelly in my direction, which it didn't, though. but it could have, that's the point. But shit, Crack Terrace, I don't want to move out THAT badly.
Thinking about money, I really wish that I didn't always go and spend all of my monety like 4 days after I get paid, cause then I'm delving into my savings fund up until friday, 2 days!! When I get my real paycheck and then have to refill the savings. Cause I've went a little too much into it this month I think. And only for myself which is the shitty part. The occasional thing was bought for a friend but basically just myself, and that's not good seeing as it is the season of perpetual giving or something like that. Hey Kry and Monika, Best of luck on your moving to a distant place.
I'll leave this with lyrics to Atmosphere by Joy Division
Walk in silence,
Don't walk away, in silence.
See the danger,
Always danger,
Endless talking,
Life rebuilding,
Don't walk away.
Walk in silence,
Don't turn away, in silence.
Your confusion,
My illusion,
Worn like a mask of self-hate,
Confronts and then dies.
Don't walk away.
People like you find it easy,
Naked to see,
Walking on air.
Hunting by the rivers,
Through the streets,
Every corner abandoned too soon,
Set down with due care.
Don't walk away in silence,
Don't walk away.
My thoughts aren't running wild whatsoever, and that's probably due to the reason I'm wanting to go and depart for sleep right now. Cause the hour is nearing 2 30, but my clocks fast. Surprisingly enough I don't know exactly by how much, I just know it's fast. Usually my mind conjures up this way to tell me exactly how fast it is ahead, it's like I dont have a choice and I must know how much faster it is because my eyes alway sglance to a different clock closer to the right time and then my mind automatically calculates the difference. Is it that important that I MUST know what time it is, I should hope not.
I watched Reality Bites for the first time last night. I did enjoy it, Ethan Hawkes character was pretty awesome. I liked the intelligence he had and the manner he portrayed himself and his outlook on the world. There were some good quotes and if I could remember them I'd put them in here.
Christmas lights, I saw some when I was driving home from bringing Steph to her house. I guess it's not as bad as the set that I had seen up on November 1. The day right after Hallows Eve. Whatever! Steph was impressed that I had the nerve to tell Danielle that I felt pressured, cause it could have gotten pretty yelly in my direction, which it didn't, though. but it could have, that's the point. But shit, Crack Terrace, I don't want to move out THAT badly.
Thinking about money, I really wish that I didn't always go and spend all of my monety like 4 days after I get paid, cause then I'm delving into my savings fund up until friday, 2 days!! When I get my real paycheck and then have to refill the savings. Cause I've went a little too much into it this month I think. And only for myself which is the shitty part. The occasional thing was bought for a friend but basically just myself, and that's not good seeing as it is the season of perpetual giving or something like that. Hey Kry and Monika, Best of luck on your moving to a distant place.
I'll leave this with lyrics to Atmosphere by Joy Division
Walk in silence,
Don't walk away, in silence.
See the danger,
Always danger,
Endless talking,
Life rebuilding,
Don't walk away.
Walk in silence,
Don't turn away, in silence.
Your confusion,
My illusion,
Worn like a mask of self-hate,
Confronts and then dies.
Don't walk away.
People like you find it easy,
Naked to see,
Walking on air.
Hunting by the rivers,
Through the streets,
Every corner abandoned too soon,
Set down with due care.
Don't walk away in silence,
Don't walk away.

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